I’m dying a little more with each passing day here
I can feel my body getting weaker and my hair falling out
I’m now just a Beast who no one could possibly love
Yet each night as I lay there in bed I think about life
About the moments I let slip away from me before
How I wish I could go back and make my amends
How I wish I could’ve said the things I wanted to say
But the moments and the people have all moved on
It really feels like it is only me that remains in my life
Yet when I close my eyes I am no longer alone
I can see myself as I had always wanted to see myself
And right beside me I am able to see you perfectly
The most beautiful person I have ever seen before
You’ve been there for me in my darkest times
When I needed you there to give me some comfort
I love the night knowing you’ll be there when I arrive
I hate when morning comes and I must be woken
Once again fighting a fight I can’t seem to win
Yet every moment with you is a victory to me
In my dream, life is perfect as opposed to this reality
If only I could stay there forever, there must be a way
I’m truly cold and alone here, but there I feel warm and happy
In your embrace, gazing at those eyes and smile of yours
I don’t want to lose you too, I want to finally live again
I’m tired of being pulled away from the Beauty of my dreams
As night falls again, what if I pulled back on Life’s cord instead. . .
Novatourist 